broke up with jon after 9 months. i don't want to date again. i think i'll be a nun. with tattoos. yes, tattoos. got a new one. it means forgiven by grace, and it's beautiful. It's not a silly little moment It's not the storm before the calm This is the deep and dying breath of this love that we've been working on Can't seem to hold you like I want to So I can feel you in my arms Nobody's gonna come and save you we've pulled too many false alarms We're goin down And you can see it too We're going down And you know that we're doomed My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room I was the one you always dreamed of You we're the one I tried to draw How dare you say it's nothing to me, Baby you're the only light I ever saw I'll make the most of all the saddness You'll be a bitch because you can You try to hit me just to hurt me so you'll leave me feeling dirty cuz you can't understand | 
